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them.too (10)

September 2, 2010
By herbhalstead
gloomyscene

I hate the weather in Colorado Springs. I am so glad we left. When it’s nice, it’s really nice. But the winters are long – too long. I joke about “June snows” being the reason why I wish to never return. But, in reality, it’s the winters. I’m generally a happy person, but I fought depression during every single winter. Depression loomed as a foreboding cloud, pulsing to overcome my spirit. With the Lord’s strength I survived these dreary winters – all except one – my dark night of the soul. Wearied by the gloom of winter, the weight of my studies, and financial responsibilities, I found myself in a dark place – spiritually. My intellectual-self affirmed my relationship with my God, but I couldn’t sense His presence – at all. It was as if I were in a pitch dark room, so large that no matter how far...
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to.the.dawn (20)

September 1, 2010
By herbhalstead
Back Camera

The picture attached to this post is of Molly-Grace. She is a Black Labrador – Golden Retriever mix. She was rescued from a very unfortunate situation, one of fourteen dogs vying for survival in poor conditions. She joined our family earlier this year. She is super sweet and affectionate. We feel so lucky to have found her at a pet adoption fair, and we love her a lot. She’s been with us for several months now, but she is still adjusting. Don’t get me wrong, she is well aware of the very spoiled life that she now enjoys, and...
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unrelenting.past (23)

August 31, 2010
By herbhalstead
photo credit: Michael Beck of StudioEnFuego

I’m sitting in silence, reading the updates of my friends on Facebook. Some of these friends are relatively new connections, many with whom I have shared awesome God-driven moments. I look at their avatar and am reminded of small group gatherings, pot-luck dinners, baptisms, and walking across the stage to grab that late-in-life bible college diploma. Awesome memories. But there are others in my social stream whose smiling faces, cropped square, elicit other memories. Some of these memories are mere flashes blurred by drunken stupor. Some are violent memories. Some are embarrassing – even shameful. But they are mine....
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she’s.still.your.bride (7)

August 30, 2010
By herbhalstead
justmarried

I’ve been accepted as a contributor to Strive for Maturity, a blog ministry dedicated to helping Christian men become better men. I’m excited about this opportunity, and look forward to the community there. My first article, “She’s Still Your Bride” was published today. I hope you stop by and read it – comment too! Here’s the link: http://striveformaturity.com/shes-still-your-bride/ and here’s an excerpt: I had this incredible professor in high school. He was the professor of Physics and Higher Mathematics. Dr. Hosterman was his name. Before becoming a teacher, he was an army physicist and aircraft pilot who flew observation...
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for.honor (14)

August 26, 2010
By herbhalstead
samurai

My ethnic heritage is pretty diverse. On my dad’s side, there’s a smorgasbord of cultural identities: German, Irish, French, Native American (so I’m told). On my mother’s side, there’s Japanese. Given my particular mix, it’s no wonder that I esteem honor so greatly. I value my name. If someone speaks my name, I want their mental image to be one of an honorable person. This sounds pretty good on the surface. But, it can be pretty warped. As I was growing up, I endured a lot of dishonor with my family name by no fault of my own. I...
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